I will love thee, O Lord, my strength

You'll Be The Death Of Me || Joebastian

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 19:51:03 -0400

“You really want to know? I’m sure I can quote myself.” He pulled out his phone and dialed a usual hotel for him. He would use it for guys he picked up at Scandals, so they knew him. “Sebastian Smythe. I’m coming in now. Yes, that suite. Thanks.” He hung up, glancing to Joe before pulling out into the road and starting down the street.

“There is nothing wrong with your son. You’re probably just jealous he’s getting more dick than you ever could.. You spend your free time sucking off dogs because your husband won’t put out for your ugly ass… uhh, what else? You sit in your basement and let the rats ejaculate on you because anyone with any sense of what they are doing would probably rather throw you into a meat grinder, though you already look like you are the leftovers from that. And.. You’d sell your husband to even be able to reach up my ass and jack off my shit. You’re a pathetic bitch that needs to get over the fact that no one likes you and probably never will. If your husband wasn’t so dedicated to your shit religion, he’d probably have murdered you to spare the world.. I think that’s about right.”

Joe chewed on his bottom lip as he listened to Sebastian talk. He couldn’t believe half of the things he said. He wanted to be upset with him over it but then again he didn’t want to at the same time. “I can’t believe you said that…” He shook his head, a soft sigh escaping his lips.

He leaned back against his seat, turning to look out the window. He silently watched the passing scenery for a moment or two before glancing over at the other. “Sebastian…” He said softly before pausing for a second. “….do you love me?” He knew the question would most likely have a bad repercussions but he wanted to know.

You'll Be The Death Of Me || Joebastian

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 16:33:49 -0400

swagastian:

“Ever heard of statutory rape? Having sex with someone underage. Even if it’s consensual, it’s illegal.” He let out a sigh, not really wanting to have this conversation. Feeling Joe in his lap caused his cheeks to warm. God, the things he did to him. “Fine.. I’ll.. Take us to a near hotel.. For one night, that’s it.. No more.”

he shook his head. “I’m going to confess after I do it. I want to take blame. I’m happy to blow that bitch’s brains out. That stupid cunt got to hear what I had to say about her before she hung up on me. I was brutal.”

Hearing the other talk about getting a hotel room made him a little happy. But he was still pretty upset over the whole thing. Just the idea of the man he loved killing his mother was to much for him to actually handle right now. He just wanted to get away from all this drama. Running away with Sebastian seemed like the best option, the one he really wanted.

He slowly slipped off of Sebastian’s lap. “What exactly did you say to her?” He asked as he fixated himself in the passenger seat. “You must have been the person she was talking to when I left…” He glanced down at the cut that he had on his hand. It wasn’t that big but still bleeding slightly. He whipped his hand on his pants again before looking back over at the other.

You'll Be The Death Of Me || Joebastian

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 14:05:28 -0400

swagastian:

Sebastian shook his head, putting his car in park. “I can’t. My father is a lawyer.. If they find out I have you, I will go to juvenile hall, and my father will be in legal trouble. And I’m sure the aftermath would be me in France and unable to keep in contact. There is no other choice, Joe. If I take you, it’s kidnapping.”

He growled, slamming his head back against the seat. “I hate that you are underage.. I’m sorry I can’t do anything.. This is the only option. I can put a bullet through her skull and send you somewhere else.. Somewhere safe. That’s what you need.”

“It’s not kidnapping if I willingly go with you.” Joe pouted slightly before sighing softly. It didn’t seem like he’d be able to talk him out of this. He bit his bottom lip before crawling across the seat and climbing on Sebastian’s lap. “If you have to do this…” He paused leaning forward, kissing him lovingly. “Just give me some alone time with you…” He added, resting his forehead on the others.

“I maybe ‘sheltered’ but I’m not stupid.” He paused for a second, closing his eyes. “After all is said and done I know if this happens…shits going to go down. And I know I’ll be the first person they’ll look at…”

You'll Be The Death Of Me || Joebastian

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 18:45:49 -0400

swagastian:

He let out a sigh, rolling his eyes as Joe got in. “I already talked to the bitch and I’m about to blow her brains out.” He grumbled, flooring the gas pedal and speeding down the neighborhood. He didn’t stop until he saw Joe’s home. He slammed on the brakes in front of it. “That cunt is going to learn a lesson, Joe. It’s just life.”

He didn’t really know if he actually planned on doing it, or if maybe he just wanted to scare her. Either way, he reached over and open the glove compartment. “I keep a pistol in here. I’m suppose to keep in in the house, since my family doesn’t live with me most of the time. They cared enough to leave me protection.”

His eyes widened slightly at the others words. “No. No. Don’t…please don’t….” He practically begged the other. Sure his mother was being unreasonable but that shouldn’t get her killed. He bit his bottom lip hard as the other drove towards his house.

He pulled his legs up on the seat, hugging them against his chest. “Please don’t do this….” He pleaded again, looking over at the other. “I can’t….I can’t lose you….” He paused. “You kill her or do anything stupid and I will….just please take me away from her….I just want to be with you…”

You'll Be The Death Of Me || Joebastian

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 16:11:41 -0400

swagastian:

Sebastian had quite a conversation with Joe’s mother, Mary. Oh, how he hated her. That stupid bitch needed to learn a lesson, honestly. After she hung up on him, he was heading into his car. Oh, he was going to blow up her house, kill her, something. As much of an asshole he was, he wasn’t known to be an idiot. This was different, though. As he neared the neighborhood Joe lived in, his phone started ringing. He picked it up, not waiting for someone to talk.

“I don’t care who you are. I don’t care what you are. Call the police when I hang up.” He closed his cell phone, tossing it into the passenger’s side. When he looked up, he noticed a familiar dreaded kid near a pay phone off the corner of the street. He slowed down, rolling down the window and unlocking his doors. “What the hell are you doing?!”

He jumped slightly when he heard the others voice. He quickly turned and with out saying anything he climbed into the car. He bit down hard on his bottom lip in order to keep himself from crying. “My parents are trying to send me away….to try and fix me…” He clenched the strap of his back tightly. “….so I’m running away.” He looked over at Sebastian.

“It’s the only option I have…” He quickly looked down as a few tears managed to slip down his cheek. “There isn’t anything wrong with me….right?” He glanced up, wiping a few tears away.

You'll Be The Death Of Me || Joebastian

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 15:21:33 -0400

Joe packed as much into his bag that he could. Which mainly consisted of his bible, clothes, and all of his jewelery. He waited until he heard his mother take the phone call before opening his window. He slowly climbed out onto the ledge below. He took a deep breath before jumping from it. It wasn’t that high of a jump but he still landed shakily. He grunted softly as he hit the ground, cutting his hand on a near by rock. He whipped the blood on his pants before quickly leaving his house.

He knew exactly who he was going to run to, Sebastian. He was the only option the boy had anyways. But there was one problem, he had no clue where he was. He had never been to the other house and he knew that he went to Dalton but him just showing up at the others school just seemed weird to him. He dug into his pocket pulling some change out and quickly looking for a pay phone. When he finally found one he slipped the coins into it and dialed his number. “Please answer…” He mumbled softly as he bit down on his bottom lip. He looked around nervously as he waited for him to answer.

Call@Joe's Phone

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 14:04:37 -0400

Seb: My father is an attorney. Lucky for me, I record all my calls, and I will be sure to try and get the state to take him from you. All he has to do is say you shove religion down his throat and I will win. He can just come live with me. Have fun trying to save him from the law.
Mary: I'm done arguing with a teenager. You wont take Joe from us. End of story. -she hangs up;

Call@Joe's Phone

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 13:49:00 -0400

Seb: Excuse me? Alright, look here you ugly, old hag. There isn't a damn thing you can fix. There is nothing wrong with your son. You're probably just jealous he's getting more dick than you ever could, you fucking prude. Hell, you most likely spend your free time sucking off dogs because your husband won't put out for your ugly ass. You sit in your basement and let the rats ejaculate on you because anyone with any sense of what they are doing would probably rather throw you into a meat grinder, though you already look like you are the leftovers from that. Seriously, you'd probably sell your husband to even be able to reach up my ass and jack off my shit. You're a pathetic bitch that needs to get over the fact that no one likes you and probably never will. If your husband wasn't so dedicated to your SHIT religion, he'd probably have murdered you to spare the world.
Mary: ...You are a sick and disgusting human being. How my sweet and innocent son got caught up with the likes of you is a mystery to me. Whether you like, agree with it or whatever else there is, we are getting out son fixed. And you will never be allowed to see him again. I'd appreciate it if you never call him or come by our house EVER again.

Call@Joe's Phone

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 13:28:16 -0400

Seb: Why not? I've been waiting for his call.
Mary: Jacob and I know what the two of you have been doing. You know that's a sin right Sebastian. A sin. And we wont have you corrupting our sons. We have to send him away so he can be fixed. You've done so much damage.

Call@Joe's Phone

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 13:22:49 -0400

Seb: ..... [Dials the number, growling]
Mary: -answers her son's phone; Hello?
Seb: Hey, this is Sebastian Smythe. Where is Joe?
Mary: He's in his room...he's not allowed to talk to you.

Call@Joe's Phone

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 13:18:06 -0400

Seb: ..... [Dials the number, growling]
Mary: -answers her son's phone; Hello?

I'm Not Going || Self-RP

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 12:56:23 -0400

Tagging→ Joe Hart, Glee Rp, I’m Not Going.
Time Frame→ 11:45am, Wednesday 5th of September, 2012.
Location→ The Hart House Hold.
General Notes→ More self paras! Woo! XD Yeah…enjoy bbys.

That night Joe never left his room. Not to eat, or go to the bathroom. He didn’t even sleep. How could he? His parents who supported every other decision he had were now telling him he was broken. That he needed to be fixed. And they were sending him to acamp.He didn’t even want to get started on the whole camp idea. He had heard about it enough from a few members of his church. He had even known a kid who attended one of them. All the stories he had heard were terrible and he wasn’t looking forward to it one bit.

He knew Sebastian would be furious that he missed there date. He was feeling basically like a drug addict would if you took away their supply. He just sat there in his room staring at the door. He knew that at any moment one, or both, of his parents would come in and try talking to him.

He looked away from his door for a split second and there his mother was. “Joseph…honey…” She said as sweetly as she could. “Get out.” He practically yelled at his mother. “..you never came downstairs for dinner last night..you must be starving….” She paused sitting a plate down on his desk. He looked at the plate of food for a second then up at his mother before casting his gaze to the floor. “Go.” He mumbled. “Get out already….” She took a step closer to her son, reaching out to grab his hand. He immediately retreated from her touch, pressing himself up against the wall. “DON’T TOUCH ME. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM!” He screamed at her, tears streaming down his face. His mother pulled her hand away, resting it on her heart. “I….I….I’m sorry….” She mumbled before turning to leave his room.

Once she was gone he quickly jumped up from his bed and grabbed the plate she had brought him. He flung his door open and threw the plate down the hall. “And I’m not eating your food!” He yelled. “Probably drugged or something.” He said, mainly to himself. “AND I’M NOT GOING TO THAT STUPID CAMP!” And with those finally words he slammed his door shut and then locked it. “I’m not going…..I’m not going…” He mumbled repetitively to himself as began to pack some of this things in his messenger bag.

He knew the next time either one of his parents came into his room it would be time to leave for the camp. And come hell or high water he wasn’t going to be here when that happened.

They Can Fix You || Self-RP

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 18:09:00 -0400

Tagging→ Joe Hart, Glee Rp, They Can Fix You
Time Frame→ 5:37 PM, Tuesday 4th of September, 2012.
Location→ The Hart House Hold.
General Notes→ ;w; I suck at writing these. Like legit. -le sigh;

Joe was having a pretty good day. He actually went the entire day with out a single slushie and he had even snuck off during lunch and had seen Sebastian. Ever since Sebastian had gotten back from New York the two of them had spent a lot of time together and even though he was told to not fall in love with him he had. He was hopelessly in love with the other. But he made sure to keep that to himself. He didn’t want to mess up what they had going on. He knew he wouldn’t be able to live with out the other male.

As soon as Glee club was over her quickly went home. He needed to get ready for his ‘outing’ with Sebastian. He wasn’t exactly sure why they were going to do but he knew how it’d end up. Sex. It always did. But he didn’t mind. He arrived home, and immediately had a bad feeling. Normally only his mothers car would be there when he arrived but today his fathers car was there as well. Something was up.

He softly bit his bottom lips he exited his car and headed inside. His parents sitting in the living room waiting on their son. “Joe, honey…” His mother called out. “We need to talk to you.” He nodded slightly as he entered the living room. “Uh…yeah mom?” He frowned slightly, noticing the unhappy look on both of his parents faces.

“Son…” His father stated as he got up from the sofa, pausing slightly. “We know.” His mother chimed in. His heart sank. He knew exactly what she was talking about. “You…and that boy…” She added before practically sobbing. “It’s not right. It’s not natural. And most of all it’s a sin.” His father said as he took a step closer towards his son.

He took a few steps back, biting down on his bottom lip. “I don’t care.” He stated defiantly as he shook his head. “I love him….and he….” He paused for a second, knowing the next part was a lie. “…he loves me.” His father shook his head. “You’re only 17 you don’t know what love is. And you cannot love another man.” His mother reached forward, pulling a pamphlet from the coffee table. “Your father and I…we found thiscampthey can fix you…”

“Fix me?” He yelled at them, tears welling up in his eyes. “There isn’t anything wrong with me…” His mother slowly got up from the sofa and walked over to her son. “This boy…he’s got you so confused sweetheart. But what the two of you are doing is a sin….” She reached out, resting her hand on her son’s cheek. “This is for your own good…” As soon as he felt his mothers hand on his cheek he quickly backed away from her. “I’m not going to this stupid camp.” He stated as he quickly turned, heading towards his room.

“I’m not going and there isn’t any way you can make me!” He yelled as he slammed his bedroom door shut. He flopped on his bed and began crying. All this was to much for the poor boy to handle.

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Mon, 12 Mar 2012 07:46:00 -0400

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I need you || Joebastian

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 06:46:58 -0400

swagastian:

He panted lightly, his arms moving around the other. He didn’t know what to say, or do. He just remained quiet, trying to catch his breath as he pulled out. “I’m..” He groaned, eyes closing as he relaxed against him. There was more silence, and he didn’t know how to even continue.

“I think I’m falling for you Joe.. Falling hard.. And I hate myself for it..” He closed his eyes, adjusting himself so he wasn’t pressing all his weight against the other.

Joe closed his eyes as the other began speaking before going quite. He gladly welcomed the silence. After the random ass emotional night they had the silence was calming. A soft content sigh escaped his lips as he slowly opened his eyes. His heart nearly stopped beating as the next set of words hit his ears.

“Sebastian…” He said in almost a whisper, looking up at the other. “You shouldn’t hate yourself for having feeling for someone.” He paused for a second. “Regardless of how it’s until you…or whatever.” He added with a slight smile.

I need you || Joebastian

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 06:14:52 -0400

swagastian:

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Sebastian’s words made Joe chuckle breathlessly. He wasn’t exactly expecting it. After he was sure there would be a mark left he finally pulled away from his neck. One of his hands slowly found its back to the back of his neck. His breathing was all but normal, it almost sounded like he was having a panic attack or something.

He groaned loudly as he finally felt the other climax with in him. One of his legs slowly slipped from around his waist, lazily hanging off the seat. He ran his thumb across the back of Sebastian’s neck.

I need you || Joebastian

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 05:37:11 -0400

swagastian:

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He groaned loudly against the others neck as the thrust picked up in pace. He arched his back, thrusting his hips up slightly while doing so. He racked his nails down Sebastian back. He ran his tongue along his neck before biting down again. He was determined to leave a mark on the other male. Wither he liked it or not.

He was sure it wouldn’t be the first time Sebastian had ever had hickey or anything but Joe felt if he left one then the world would know that Sebastian was his. Just the idea of it excited him to no end.

I need you || Joebastian

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 04:56:51 -0400

swagastian:

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He bit down softly on his bottom lip as Sebastian lifted his hips. He gasped loudly as the other entered him with no warning. The gasp quickly turned into a low moan. But as soon as his dreads where tugged on that low moan soon got louder. He wrapped his legs around the other waist, pulling him even closer towards him.

His hands soon found their way to his back. “Fuck…” He mumbled in between moans as he gently dug his nails into Sebastian’s back. He leaned forward slightly, planting sloppy kisses along his neck before roughly biting down on it.

I need you || Joebastian

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 19:29:24 -0400

swagastian:

He couldn’t stop himself. Whenever Joe was around, he had no self control. He was an animal. He just wanted to make Joe his over and over again. Growling, he fumbled with his own pants, tugging them down. He reached into a side pocket on the car and pulled out a small tube. “Lucky for you, I’m always prepared..” He unzipped Joe’s pants, pulling at them eagerly.

“Fuck, I want you.. I hate you for making me like this..” He tugged down his own boxers just enough to reveal his already erect length. “Fuck…” He lathered it down with the lube, groaning some. “Get your damn boxers off, or I’m ripping them.”

Joe bit down hard on his bottom lip as he felt Sebastian pull at his pants. He liked that the other was always prepared for things. Since apparently every time the two of them were together it would end up in sex. Not that he cared much. He enjoyed it, though part of him was upset with himself and afraid that his parents or someone would catch them. Sooner or later he’d get over it, at least he hoped he would.

He watched the other lube himself up for a moment before drawing his gaze back towards his face. He nodded quickly as he chewed on his bottom lip, wiggling underneath the other before pulling his boxers down. He leaned up and kissing him, biting down on his bottom lip as he pulled back.